Friday, April 30, 2010

First Time Girl

Open your eyes Chile
to a world of lights
Squint now, adjust,
Come see the sights.

Here, here, let me help you
Deserve you, serve you
Touch my nipple to your lips
Brush your skin with fingertips,
Count your fingers
Count your toes
Don’t cry now
You’re all exposed

Suckle here sweet one
Now explore
Your first time girl
Turned now,
Want more?

Smooth round breasts
Tip of nip
Touch your lips
You crave a sip

Come now child
Go explore
Touch of danger
Yes, there’s more

Caresses the flesh
Ride the wave
Torturous moaning
A girl to save

Unfurl your banner,
Toss it there
Unsheathe your sword
Thrust it in here.

With wild abandon
Fighting,
Lost inside

Peaking moments
Sweeping tongue
Save me, take me
It has begun

Sunday, April 25, 2010

Playtime with my Bear

The park was bright in the daylight with large open clearings and a crowd of men was already gathering. Their cocks were out or at least ready to play as they wait for a willing victim to lie upon the cold rock slabs. They were waiting for someone to take her place as an offering for their pleasure. The moans of a woman in the distance and the heavy want in the air only heightened their anticipation as pheromones lingered heavily in the air.

I feel a familiar tap on my shoulder as I look on the scene before me. Smiling I look up into a familiar toned face. I reach up to kiss him. Lowering his head to mine through a tousling of his hair and as I kiss him and I bite his lip playfully. I dont know his name. I know his body and his desires but not his name. It doesnt matter to me anyhow. I call him Bear and he knows it. It amuses him, I think. He grabs at my ass. His fingers are digging as he lifts me and presses me against the bulge in his pants as he wraps my legs around his waist. I laugh as I always do. He knows what Im aching for and he never asks. I grind against him and chuckle softly as Im rubbing myself on him. My pussy is pressing tightly against the filmy fabric of my panties against the rough fabric of his dark pants now. I return the kiss, grateful for his presence. I didn’t want a group fuck today, but I did want to play. Oh, how I ached to play.

Im running my fingers though his tousled hair as I pull him close. Im breathing warmly onto his ear grazing my teeth on it as I lick his ear ever so softly. He smiles at me. His perfect teeth are glistening wetly, dangerously. I notice the points of them and want his touch on me all the more. So, what are you up to? He asked this knowing very well that either of us could be otherwise occupied, and I am normally occupied. Wistfully, I sigh. I have just woken up and I found myself wanting a good fuck, however,..I trailed off the sentence as I looked around and saw the group of guys who simply wanted to fuck a hole for their pleasure without exchange, so vanilla, coarse, but vanilla nonetheless. Pickings are slim today it seems.

He sighs as he checks the time. He had seen me available and felt the familiar ache in his balls. He had not been satisfied in full for a while now. Did he have time? I smiled at him knowing what he was thinking, or guessing at it anyhow. He normally only had hesitation if he thought he might be called away. I ground myself again against his cock. My skirt was already out of the way and he could feel my wetness through my panties. The warm wetness of my pussy already open and the tip of his head is pressed against it even through our clothing. He knew it was there, waiting. Mm, then let me fill those tight little holes.

My body tingled as I remembered the last time we met. He had filled me and moved a top me. His body had been so heavy and large compared to my own that I had felt the touch of danger, present and heady. Yes. I said as I gazed into his eyes my dark eyes holding his blue and inviting them deeper. I could feel my wetness and want, so heavy between my thighs and residing in my lower belly, the thirst, the ache.

We end up at his place, not far from where we started. He had groped me freely as we walked along the path. He was kissing me and nipping at my neck as he pleased, growling softly with impatience. As we come to the door of the building, he shoves a key into the lock roughly and turns it. He flings the door aside, an obstacle to his need. He slides a looped finger underneath my skirt and hooks it around my panties as his fingernail grazes my skin. He tears aside my filmy panties and the pink fabric falls to the ground and pools there. He slides the tip of his broad finger slipping it through the slit of my sex and sighs. Mm,.. So wet. Youve missed me.I nodded as I undressed hurriedly, biting my lip as I do so. I am hoping to save the remainder of my clothing from his touch. I slide off the torn black stockings and denim skirt leaving the nearly transparent net top and thin mossy green low cut t-shirt for last.

He stands near the bed as he watches me undress. Hes rubbing his cock. The bed is still unmade from last night. Ive never seen his bed made. I doubt he worried about it. His cock throbbing as I can see it already topped with pre-cum, gathering in a glistening drop at the head of his cock. "Mmmmm, come here little Lala... its dripping for you already."

I touch my lips to the head of his massive cock hesitantly. Quickly I wet my lips and slip him in through. My tightened lips letting his cock spread my mouth to take his girth enveloping it in my warmth. Im gliding my lips on his shaft as I suckle the head. I breathe in his musk, remembering him. I am actively noting his movements, his actions, and every squirm using them as a key to the next movement of his pleasure. Reading him, or trying to anyhow. Im orchestrating his journey from slow start to climax. Our time together a duet, unspoken.

My tongue is swishing a small S at the base of the head as my lips move past it to take more of him into my mouth. I feel him moan softly as he feels my tongue slurping and lapping at his cock. My lips are stretching around his member as pre-cum flows into my mouth in a soft rivulet, rewarding me for my effort.

I wrap my hand around the base firmly. Grip on the skin and I can feel the muscle underneath as I stroke my hand up and down the meat of it. I rotate my wrist a bit to keep the motion from becoming too static. I quickly swallow the pre-cum, the first gulp of the bitter sweetness of his pleasure. My body tingles. His pre-cum the cue that tells me I am pleasing him.

He grins as his nails lightly scratch my scalp. His blue eyes staring down at me as he murmurs, "Mmmm, such an eager little slut, arent you?"'

My thighs are aching as I strive to hold that perfect position so his cock can slide to the back of my mouth. Im careful of my teeth as I press the head of his cock to the back of my mouth, testing myself before I open my throat to let him fall into the warm openness of my throat. I look up into his eyes, my lips wrapped firmly around his cock. He watches as my eyes tear up due to the constriction in my airway. His pleasure is worth more than a few breaths of my life. I slide my lips back just far enough to gasp a breath from around him.

He murmurs and moans, his cock throbbing and pulsing inside my mouth and throat. The Bear releases a long moan as he feels me taking him so deeply. The light grazing of my teeth only teasing him more, his eyes closed as he savors every second of the warm sensation of my mouth, lips and tongue working to pleasure his needy shaft.

My fingertips are stroking the base of his cock as I shift my wrist so my small hand is cupping his balls. Im massaging gently kneading them up and down the center. Im hoping to relax him. The fingers of my other hand are reaching around his hips and cupping his left ass cheek as I dig in with my nails, pulling him closer to me.

I gag and nearly choke on his cock. My eyes are watering now and the mascara on my eyelashes smears under my eyes in a black pool, a small rivulet at the corners of my eyes. My body screams as an electric jolt of pleasure briefly covers my body with small goose bumps. My nipples harden immediately. My spit becoming so thick and so slick as I move my mouth over him while making a motion with my tongue. I move my tongue underneath him tracing a long looping helix along the length I'm able to reach at the moment.

He moans as I continue to pleasure him, more and more of his pre-cum gushing out into my body. My Bear starts growling as he starts thrusting himself into my eager mouth. The arousal I gave him being too much for him to restrain himself any longer. "Mmm, God, you are a fine cock sucker" he snarls as he grips my head more firmly, bobbing it back and forth. His fingers entangle themselves in my dark hair.

Finally, I am forced to retreat to the head of his cock and Im breathing deeply to stop the burning in my lungs. I suckle at his cock as though apologizing for not being able to keep him within the hollow of my throat. I entreat it to come again. I can do better.

He grins seeing me so submissive to him. He likes that. He always likes that. He likes me so eager to pleasure him and take him as deep as I can. "How about we end the foreplay and get into the real action my little Lala?" he asks. His cock still spasming occasionally as his pre-cum passes my lips, coating my tongue with it. Hes letting me taste the pre-cum. I savor it with my tongue. I encircle the head of his cock with my tongue, circling it in a swirl before switching direction. The tip of my tongue positioned at the base of the head of his cock. I feel the muscles in his thighs tighten and the hand in my hair pull at it before he thrusts into my mouth to dull the edge of the sensation. I smile to myself and touch my teeth to his cock pressing ever so carefully, so slowly against it. Im waiting for his reaction as the edges of my teeth bite in, just a bit. I like to test the edges of submission, lay at the line and beg for him to unleash his wrath upon my body.

He grins as he rolls me onto the bed, spreading my thighs apart. He grips them firmly as he presses the head of his cock to my tight pussy. He shudders with the warmth and wetness of my insides, surprised each time as though its the first. Hes always surprised at how Im so wet from getting him ready, so soaking wet. He slides into me spreading me around him. Hes claiming my cunt once more. His length stretching me, pulling at my walls as he shudders and pants with pleasure as he hugs one of my legs for support, the position allowing him to push even deeper.

Im pushing at his thighs to give myself a bit of room as the head of his cock presses inside me so deeply, almost too deeply. I want to cry out. I dare not and yet the cry escapes my lips and I feel a wave of shame come over me. MM, oh yes!My body cries out on the brink of fear but knowing I have little to fear from my Bear. His cock pressing into me as it has so many times before and yet each time my body has to learn to accommodate his massive width and girth. My body is tingling now and pulsing as his cock is ramming into me. My tits are bouncing in rhythm with his thrusts. My dark hair splayed beneath me and trapped under my shoulders as it pulls my head back and exposes my neck even as I squirm to free it.

He grunts as he thrusts into my body. His cock is bulging my belly again, as usual. Though the sensation still pains me a bit it becomes more and more pleasant each time he thrusts. The exquisite balance of pain and pleasure is keeping me a willing victim at the threshold.

The bear snarls and grunts as he grips my thigh more firmly. Hes pressing into my thigh before he pushes it aside. He flips me onto my side. I hurry to brace myself using my elbows and forearms as he thrusts into my pussy again pressing my face to the musty mattress. His balls are slapping at my clit, sticking wetly as he fucks my pussy. He presses his fingertip against the rim of my ass as he fucks. One of his hands is reaching and grabbing one of my breasts as he pinches the nipple groping the large orb of flesh in his palm sending a shock of sensation through my body. I cry out at the pinch but the remaining ache of the nipple only increases my sensitivity. To my shame I become even more aroused and I hang my head in apparent exhaustion. His balls are slapping at me as I revel in the pleasure of his cock parting me and making itself at home.

I dig my nails into the mattress as I am perched on the border of pain and ecstasy. Im unable to contain myself as I begin to give in to the sensations running through my body. I moan, MM, I love how you use me.

He grunts as he keeps on thrusting as the warmth of his pre-cum gushes into my walls flooding into my body. How I crave for more of the burning feeling of his searing hot cum slipping down my thighs. The bear was starting to thrust harder and more roughly "Mmm, So do I... Its good to fuck someone who knows her place and purpose," he teases. Hes leaning forward and nipping my back with his teeth. I smile to myself and close my eyes willing myself to tighten around him. Im squeezing around him now bearing down on his cock, so tight. I hold it for a moment feeling for his reaction before releasing my grip on his cock.

He moans as I grip his cock inside my walls, shuddering a bit. I already know he loves the warm wet lock around his member. I turn to look at him over my shoulder and hes smiling at me. His blue eyes are glowing brightly with pleasure as I release him and allow him to thrust once more. His hips slapping loudly against my ass cheeks as his pace increases "Mmmm, playing games are we?" I smile up at him, confidently.

Mmmmmm,... I love to ram my cock into you over and over again until I flood you with my cum. He said in a low rumbling voice. Im used to the broken conversations of a good fuck. Im just glad he realizes its the sex that he offers that Im in love with. Not him.

Youre teasing me,I say in a low pleading sigh. It's been awhile since you've done that and left me dripping, oozing with your cum.I said, thoroughly missing the warm rivers of slick cum dripping from between my thighs when I stand after having my fun with him, or any man for that matter. But, I couldnt tell him that.

He grins a bit more, starting to thrust himself harder and deeper into my body, which suited me fine. My neck was beginning to ache. I straighten my arms moving to a hands and knees position straightening my arms so my forearms can rest. They burn. He starts mounting me more roughly. I take his hint, hes reaching his peak. "Mmmm, true indeed. Too long."

I force my pussy to loosen my grip around him as I prepare for this new onslaught of his urges. Im giving my body over to him. I push aside my intolerance for pleasure to let the sensations wash over me as a small boat in a storm at sea. He growls and moans as he continues to furiously ram himself hard and deep into my body. I feel his cock so swollen within my walls that I can nearly imagine the outline in my body. I feel as though hes fucking me so hard so deep that Im becoming bruised and yet I want more, harder. My arms and shoulders aching now as his thrusting motions hit against my womb hard, bulging my belly. Hes at the brink now I can feel it as he aches for more and better leverage to pound himself into my pussy.

He flips me again and Im on my back looking up at a water stained ceiling as he pins my knees back with his arms pointing my pussy into the air he mounts me, mates with me. I feel my juices gushing down his thick cock, mixed with his hot pre-cum

I cry out as he thrusts inside me, the pain rolling upon my body and crashing as waves of pleasure upon my skin. The heat within me is searing as his pre-cum and the friction intensifies. I grab my ankles and pull them back, virtually pinning them to the mattress inviting him to climb upon me and bear down with all his force.

He leans down and his hand grasps my shoulder as he takes me. My body bent in half he fucks me as he wants, as he needs, using me as only his cock sleeve. He thrusts into my body harder and faster, ever closer to his peak as he bites onto my shoulder. Im finding it hard to breathe but I want him like this unreined, unchecked. Oh yes, I cry out as I realize hes fucking me instinctively now regardless of me and truly using me as he wishes. I feel fear for my person but push it aside to give him what he needs, a fuck hole, a void and a willing body.

He groans as he continues to use my body. My ass cheeks drenched at the oozing pre-cum both his and mine. I can feel his cock pulsing, he's gonna cum. Finally with a deep long moan and a rough hard jab of his cock into my already stretched cunt, he climaxes. Hes punishing me. He sinks his nails into my thighs marking me as he starts flooding my womb with his cum. My pussy is filling with his seed and his member. The pressure builds within me. I arch my back pressing my ass into the mattress and pointing my tits into the air higher as he cries out and his cock seems to slide right up my spine. I cry out as the hot torrent fills me. Cum pumped inside me increasing in pressure as the breadth of his cock keeps it plugged inside me. It escapes in small spurts as he withdraws for yet another thrust. He snarls a little more against my shoulder, letting it go as he starts to nip and lick my neck and grunting. "Mmmm, let this show you that Im not forgetting your slutty little body anytime soon."He murmurs and nuzzles as he nips at my neck "Mmmmmm God... I just love fucking you, pumping your little holes full of my cum"

I practically purr as I murmur, and I love the way you take me, so reckless and feral. I hedge at compliments. I dont want him getting attached. I cant let anyone get attached.

He laughs and he nods his head as though I did him a favor, I do what I can. I just love drilling your little walls. Its hard to find a good fuck lately but Im glad you are around so I never need to look for too long.

This is getting a bit too friendly. I am glad for you, too. I was aching for someone to fill me. I was considering trying to find a new friend or more at the garden.

Mmmm, I have an idea for next time then. I want you to go find someone and do him while I watch, he said. When you are done...if he hasnt pleasured you yet, Ill fuck you myself.

I smiled up at him for that, so hard to find a kindred spirit. Or, you could join in. I doubt he could keep up with either of us.

Mmm, thats why I think its better if I just watch. We would probably scare the poor fellow, he chuckled. I dont mind playing in public.

Nor I, in the right places that is. I said.

I actually love to fuck a girl and let everyone see her tight little cunt stretched around my pole. Mmmm God, my little Lala. Youre making me wanna see you being used... abused by several guys at once. I want it. I want to see it next time we are together... I want to see them bathing you in their cum.

I smile and respond accordingly, If you ask it of me I can only hope to oblige you. Shall it be that garden, or the dog garden. Tie up your puppy and watch her being used?

Not today... as I will have to leave soon. But, tomorrow you better be ready to service as many males as you can find on the dog garden. God, I cant wait to see you coated in cum.

Youll see me there abused under your watch. Even as you know you will use me again, as you wish. My pussy already filled with cum and aching, asking you, begging you, to quench the ache inside me.

Mmmm, good girl. But, for now I have to go. Mmmm, its always so hard to pull out of your pussy.. Feels so good in there.

I could feel my phone vibrate in my purse and I know I have another friend to play with. I smile at him, How empty I feel when you leave it. But there will always be another time.

Mmmm, true, he says, even as he pinches my clit between his fingers teasingly. Maybe if your hubby is around you can ask him to fill that void inside you.... make you cum as he pumps his load inside you.

He won't be home for hours yet. We had our fun this weekend though with plenty more to cum. I dress myself, gathering up my clothes with my feet to make a quick and hasty retreat. Im slipping on my clothing now even as I step out from his door. Ciao.

The purpose for my diairies

Welcome, my name is Lala. I am happily married to my best lover and friend and with his permission I am free to explore my limits. I thank him for this as often as possible and he is as grateful as I am. I find myself a spiritual person knowing that to give pleasure to another is one of the greatest gifts we can give be it through deed or words. My greatest fascination in this world is sex and relationships, in every aspect from the atomic level, the psychological to the euphoric. I celebrate every aspect of sexual exploration as I journey into each fetish and fantasy through the actions of those with whom I have the pleasure to share my time.



For those of you who care to understand the life's lessons this playtime has afforded me I urge you to please check out my other blog.